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Hi Guys,

           Hope everyone is having a good weekend.I am hanging in there,only way I know how to,is just to hang on.I missmymom,tryed talking to her on the phone the other day,she couldn't even talk,just cryed,she is talking,but,when she heard my voice,she just cryed,it breaks my heart.I want her home,but,I want her better,before coming home.I love my hurch family,but,when they read my post and get confused by them,they call my Sister and tell her,than she calls me.that bugs me,gets on my nerves.It is my Fb,my family doesn't want saying a whole lot,so I don't,she did have a stroke during surgey,but the Doctor says,it will take a long process,but,she will be fine,hoping and praying it wont take her long to heal,but,than again,as long as it takes,I want her feeling 100 perent better.I am sure Teddy does to.Poor little guy,misses his moma so much.Last night,the other day felt really good staying by myself.I know I needed some time to myself,just to chill out.Now next week,I will stay with my Sister at night time.Its hard taking care of this house,even thoe its only one floor,so I may talk to one of the ladys at church who cleans our house every now and than,she used to do it all the time,but,we didn't need her,now I think I do,I am trying to clean and I don't know what do to.I am stressed,tired,feeling utterly alone.I do need to get out and make friends,just don't know how or were to meet good friends,I am trying to do that at church,but its hard.I know happiness is a choice,but,why is ir so hard?I waned to get some things off my mind.I am going to stop here before I fall asleep.Thank you all for listening.I love you all.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout!!!