Hi all,
How is everyone doing?I hope you all are having a good week.Are you susprised,you all is getting 2 Entrys from me.LOL.I am susprised myself.I want to try and come here more often.I have something on my mind that I wanted to share with you all.I cant figure out for the life of me,why I am missing a certian someone.I dont understand why I am missing Her,a friend told me that,I never got to grieve from the loss of a friend,She is right.But,how do you greive?I feel like She will always be in my mind.We were Bestfriends in Highschool,at the end of Highschool,I didnt think that She was a true friend,a true Bestfriend.I know I wasnt a true friend to Her,we both had a rocky road.She is married to my 2 oldest Brother,they have 4 kids.I always had this on my mind,but,not till now that I have recently started to think of Her often.I think maybe,we want to be friends,than again,I dont know.We have alot of bad history together.My Mom didnt care to much for Her,i wasnt aloud to hang out with Her.I dont know if I could take Her aside and asked to be friends,Why is it so hard to let go?I know that Mom would love to see the kids more and Her son,both of them.maybe I have some angrer in me.I would like to stop thinking of Her.I thought,maybe I should write a letter.I think that we would like to befriends,I think I would like to be friends,but,not like in Highschool.I am puzzeled.What do you think?
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i like how ur page looks. if u want to be friends again, why not take a chance. if it works out great, if not then u will have closure and maybe u will finally be able to move on since u know you tried.
ReplyDeleteLovin the new look of your blog! Have a good weekend.
ReplyDeleteHi Amanda: Found you again. I'll try to check more often to see if you've updated. Hope things are well with you.
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