Tuesdays Happenings.

Hi all,

I hope you all is having a good day.I am doing ok here.First of all,I wanted to let you all know about my Dad.Hes been going back and forth to the Doctors.He went yesterday and they put a heart monitor on Him and He takes it back to the Doctors today,than next Wed,He will have surgey,but,I only think its were they will see what kind of heart surgey they will need to do.Thank you all for praying.I know,my Dad is worried,He doesnt act like He is worried,but I know He is.I know that many people have had heart surgey and came out just fine.My Bestfriend had a hole in Her heart when She was younger and She is just fine.

Other than that,things have been ok.I been getting a few more hour at work this week,which is good,even thoe I been working late,guess I shouldnt complain about that,even thoe,I havent seen my Boyfriend since last week.Tommrow is my day off and wll only be one day I get to see Him,tillmaybe,hopfully,next week.I dont mind working late,but,they could switch it up,to were I could,maybe have a few days of working ealry,so,I could pend some time with Gary.I hate sitting around,looking at the time,just to go into work.LOL.So many things I want to do,just feel like I have no enegry in me to do them,other than going to work,come home and sleep.I need to make an app to see a regular Doctor.I am a little worried about a few things,one thing is,that I am having trouble swolling foods,drinks and medicine,now,I actullay been having that problem for a long while now,thought it would go away,but,it hasnt,it just is getting sworse.Last night when I was working,I took my pill,that helps me sleep and my depression,well,it scared me,because it got stuck in the middle of throat and I started to choke,thought I was going to have to run and get someone to help,but I didnt,well,I was walking really fast to the Deli Dapartment,but,I was fine,so,I didnt need any help.But it scared me,now I always cut my pill,but seems like it is getting worse.I know,I may have a touch of acid relux.I did have someone check my throat about 2 years ago and they said,one day I would have to get my throat stretched out,I think I may have to look into that again.I just cant handel it anymore,its like I have no joy in eating anything.I am lways afarid if its going to get stuck.

I just feel like I have no fun in my life and I want that back,how do I get that back?any advice?I dont want to worry anymore about things in my life,which,I know I wont be able to stop worrying,but,I just want to hve fun. try to get back into my crafts,which I want to do more.I am also tryying to get back into writting letters,I would love to get mail,other than bills.If anyone out there would love to be a pen pal,let me know.I still feel like my life is kinda depressing,but I dont want it to be that way,even with Gary and I.I love my Gary,dont get me worng.He is always there for me,just feel like we need to have more fun,other than work and always talking about work.Now,will have to say,at work,has calm down alot,now that they got rid of my one Boss,She went to another stoor,I am so glad,because,things are alot calmer now,no worries,which I like.I can actullay come home and not worry if I did something worng.Even thoe,I am not baking anymore,which is good,because,it was hard for me to get to work in the moring.If they need me,thn I go in t 4.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get cleaned up for work.I hope you all are enjoying your summer.I know I forgot to mention something,I will come back if it is important.LOL.Be safe and kool out there.Peaceout.Oh yeah,well,this isnt important,but,wanted to ask you all,do you see my Blog as Disney or would you want to see a little more than Disney?Just a thought.