Hi everyone,I hope you all is doing good.I am hanging in there.I guess itsbeen a while since I written an entry.Alot of things going on in my head,just thinking about things,actullay to be honest with you all,I feel like I been in a deep depression,not wanting to do much of anything.I dont even feel like talking much on the phone anymore and I really dont like talking anyways,but I just somehow feel like there is something worng with me.Is that crazy?Its like I have lost alot of intrest in so many things in my life.All I feel like doing is,working,than comming home and going to sleep.What is it going to take for me to get up and having some fun in my life?I just dont find anything fun anymore.I mean,I do hang out with my Boyfriend,when we find time to do and that is hardly ever happening,due to the hours in our work.We hav
e diffrent hours now.I am always working from 1 to 6,which gets on my nerves,but,thankful I have a job and get a pay chekc,because I know how hard jobs are now day.Maybe you all can help me out here,to have some kind of intrest in my life.Because all I ever think about is going to work,dreading it,but,dont get me worng,I am thanful I have a job.Could you all say a prayer for my Boyfriends,manager of His Dapartment,His wife got killed yesterday walking to work,its so sad and She was only 30 years old and they have 4 kids,all young,the youngest is,I belive 12.It makes you think about life.I was on the way to work yesterday,reading a Valtines card my Sister sent me,I started to cry.I hope that She is in Heaven.Were She was walking to work is a busy high way.I am sure who ever was driving,probllay doesnt want to drive after that.Anyways,I need to get off of here and get ready for work.I dont even feel like cleaning my room anymore or writting letters anymore,which I am behind.I hope you all have a nice Happy Valtines Day/weekend.Gary and I dont have any plans,we will probllay do something next week or maybe the week after,dont know when He will get a day off due to His Manager will be out of work a while.But He asked me what I wanted,I want a new cell phone,I need one.LOL.I will get Him a few things tonight.Be safe and warm out there.
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Hey Amanda it was so nice to see a comment from you. Sorry you are feeling a little on the down side. Hope your valentine's day will make you feel better.
ReplyDeleteSorry to her you're felling down.
ReplyDeleteHope you and your family have a Happy Valentine's Day
Hope you have a great valentine's day today and cheer up some if you can....Big hugs,TerryAnn
ReplyDeletesorry ur depressed
ReplyDeleteI think it's the winter blahs..I feel the same way-don't care if anything gets done..I have good intentions but then can't make myself get with it.So so sorry about that poor woman getting killed.that is tragic.The families life just got torn apart.Saying prayers they all find peace in her memory.Hope you get out of your funk.
ReplyDeleteHugs sweet lady~c~
It sounds like you're depressed sweetie. Maybe try to pick up a hobbie that takes place outside of your house. I know that your knee is bad.. so maybe something like Bingo?
ReplyDeleteDon't laugh! It's not just for old people.. I play and I'm 24 :)
*HUGS*
Hi Amanda,
ReplyDeleteSorry I haven't written in awhile - I'm going through similar issues of depression - not wanting to do anything etc.
I'll say a prayer for Gary's manager amd his entire family.
How tragic.
Love and happy belated valentines day!
Michelle