Sats Happenings.

Hi all,

I hope you all is doing good.I am feeling so much better now that I had my knee drained out on Friday,let me tell you,I dont like getting it done,but,it had to be done.It was alot of fluid,about 6 qurts of fluid,drained.I felt much better,a few hours after it was drained.Not at firts,thoe,I could still hardly walk,but,it was because,I wasnt used to walking without so much fluid.But,I am better.I was off for a week,I go back to work on Monday,I belive I have Fri and Sat off.LOL.But,have to check it for sure.there is sevral things I would like to get done in the next couple of weeks.I wont get a check when I get back to work,how ever,my Manager gave gary to give to me,some papers to fill out,which,baiscllay are sick leave papers and I can get paid for the week I been out.I told my Dad,He would have to wait to get paid from me,since,He paid for my shots.Which I have to have.I guess in a way,I am glad I am working,but,can be a pain at times.I do like to keep myself busy.Did I say that?LoL.But I did fill out the papers for SSI and I think my Dad sent them out,now have to wait to get everything done.I still more days now,I feel depressed,I think I need to have my meds changed,also,would like to have something to help me durring the day.I dont sleep like I used to,havent felt like what a deep sleep would feel like.I try to take a nap,than,whe I close my eyes,it doesnt help.I just toss and turn.I feel I have alot of stress on me,because I worry alot about so much.Today I am lazy,havent felt like doing much of anything all day,been in my sweat pants and jammie shirt all day and havent even comb my hair.Yal,didnt want to know that,did you?How do you ever get to relax and not worry about anyhting,like a natural high?Just been feeling a little down and dont know how to ever pick myself up.I also wont get to see my Boyfriend alot this week,because of hours,I hate that.I do have some good news to tell you all,they voted on a new Pastor at our church and it is my Brother N law,I am so happy for Him and my SIster.Going to have to get used to calling Him Pastor Bill or mayeb call Him Brother Bill.Its still sad for the Pastor that died and its hard on His wife.Well,I am going to try and relax,and maybe get some things done,havent felt like clenaing my room at all,maybe because I had been in so much pain.I hope you all have a good weekend.Be safe and of coursre,wrap yourselfs up nice and warm out there,because,will tell you this,it is cold out there.Peaceout.