I know,you all are probllay tired of me complaining about work.Sorry guys.

Hi all,
I hope you all is having a good weekend.I am doing ok here,sill stressed out about work and about my hours.She gives my one Co worker 24 hours,granted it was right,because,She has been there longer than I have and I dont know if I could handel 24 hours,I probllay could.Would be hard thoe,but She also gave someone who hasnt even been there long,more hours than me,but if I say something,than,She would be like,well,I cant bake and I cant fry donuts,so,I gues thatss,that,but,it will all be ok,because,I thought about it and I am really going to go down to the Social S office,sometime this week and start applying for SSI,than when I get on it,I am going to quit,even thoe,it may take a long time for me to get on,even if I have to appeal,I will do it,because,I am so sick and tired of dealing.I rather be home,than deal with this.I havent told my Mom what I want to do yet,I did tell Her,what my Boss said.But,dont think She understands.She wants me to keep working.I know She means well,but,its time I stand up for myself.Its not the end of the world.If I want to be happy,than I need to start doing things for myself,dont ask.I dont even know how to be happy.But with work,I do.There was a little miss hap,my Co worker,the one who got more hours,the one that has been there longer,almost lost Her job today,for buying a Reduce item,we cannot buy items that are reduced,I know,that bites,that goes folr everyone who works in the stoor,cant buy anything that is reduced.I can understand,for one reason,becausee.people like to be sneaky,if you all know what I mean.But I also think,hey,we all work hard,we should be aloud to get reduce stuff.But,I am not going to get fired over this,yet.LOL.Anyways,I started writting a letter to my Mom,I need to rewrite it and tell Her,I am not happy,I know,I probllay wouldnt be happy,if I wasnt working,because I like to get out and about,but,this,not happening anymore.I been there for 16 years,I just think its time that I do something that I want to start making somehwat happy.Does that make sence?I half think that if my Boss wants me to quit,because She ows me money.LOL.Why me?I know I have been omplaining alot lately about my job,but this is the only thing that will help me to get it out.Getting off the subjet of work,lately I been kinda feeling like I am not,I dont know,special,dont ask me why,I just feel like,I am not wanted,maybe because of my job.Ii will save that for another entry.BE safe and warm out there.Peaceout.