Hi all,
How was your day?Mine,stressful,very stressful,I have to come here and get it off of my mind.WHy did I even have to come back to work?Why?I am asking that myself right now and I am so sick and tired of it.I am sick and tired of going to work and having to hear the same thing everyday,its like I am about to say,if you want to fire me,go ahead and I will sure you for not paying me my money back.Maybe I am just having a bad day,ok,I am.But I am not happy right now,with work.Than again,maybe its time I just give in and quit. I cant take it anymore.I am not doing my best,I am not picking up the speed,like my other Co worker did,She did double panning,which is,panning up for the next day.Honestly,I dont think my Boss wants me there anymore,but,I am not going to even ask,because,She mentioned to me today,that the big Boss says stuff,well,why doesnt He say it to me.I am only one person,only working 4 or 5 hours.GIve me a freaking break.Like today,I work my butt off,I go in there,I have to bag plus pan up some stuff for tommrow.I am sitting here,thinking,I didnt do something,I messed up,something isnt right and I dont want to call Her in the moring to find out.Either I will get written up or what ever.I am about to cry,because,I keep stressing over this.Let me tell you,if something ever happend that they didnt need me,let me tell you,I will sue my Boss for not paying me my money!!!!!!!!Why you think I take extra medicine just to calm me down.I am sitting here,and will not stop thinking if I did something worng at work.My head hurts.I need a life.LOL. I see my Arthitis Doctor tommrow,I wonder if I should ask Him to help me give me soemthing to relax.I am just stressing out so much right now,its not even funny,to the point,I just dont want to ake up tommrow moring.Ok,maybe I shoudlnt have said that.I will be ok.I am just stressing out.Be back later.
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Aw, Mandy, I'm sorry they are reating you this way. It's just not fair, and you don't need the stress. Maybe you should just consider SSI for now until you find a place that treats you better or just to get rid of the stress. I'm saying my prayers for you. No one should treat anybody mean. Big HUGS
ReplyDeleteIm sorry that your stressing out, i hope u will feel better tomorrow. do u have to work tomorrow.
ReplyDeletewhat money do they owe you?? I'm confused! have a better day today...
ReplyDeleteThat job sounds stressful. You may want to look for something else until you get your SSI. *M*
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Hoping you have a stress free day today.
ReplyDeleteHell, work is never fair unless you're the boss Mandy. Don't worry, no one defines you by your job anyway. Just let it all wash over you and start again tomorrow thinking how great it is that it isn't today anymore lol! http://cathy-daretothink.blogspot.com/
ReplyDeleteHi Amanda! I hope you are having a better day today. It is hard when you feel so overwhelmed to focus, I am sure. Just try not to think about what you might NOT be doing and focus instead on what you ARE doing. I am sure you are doing more than you realize, and don't let that person's negativity get you down. Just try to do better tomorrow, that is all you can really do sweetie. Hang in there, you are made of stronger stuff than you realize. God Bless!
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