Are you getting tired of me yet?

Hi all,

Yup,its me again,are you all getting tired of me?You can tell the truth.LOL.I am getting a little bit tired of myself.I just keep having this image of going into work tommrow and getting into trouble,which now I know that I did mess up,that I did a few things worng.I hate myself right now for it.I tell you,right now,I would love to quit.I just wanted to get this off my mind,that and I remembered what my Boss told me the other day,that if I didnt speed up,She said,She didnt want to write me up,or give me less hours or even fire me.But She would do that if She had to.I dont know what Her problem is,but She is the one who wanted me to come back to work.Now Shes acting diffrent.I have never had this feeling before that is with me now,the feeling that everyone is going to be mad at me.Now I admit,I did mess up,but She didnt have to act the way She did when She called me,on my day off and have me worrying about this all day and all night.Gary,my Boyfriend,said She had no right to call me,even if She wanted a number,She shouldnt have said that I had to read something,She should have said it when I went to work.Does that sound like,She doesnt me?My Mom doesnt know,I dont want Her to get mad,because belive me,She would,She would probllay tell me to quit.Maybe,I am over reacting,maybe nothing will happend,but it sounds to me like I am going to get written up.Gary said He knew something was worng when I called Him to say goodnight,He knew I was upset about it all day,than I just started to cry,which I am now.Gary,never liked my Boss in the first place.Do you all think I should write Mom a letter and tel Her whats going on and leave it for Her in the moring?I tell you right now,more than anything I dont want to go to work.I have a feeling I may have to talk to the head Boss of the stoor tommrow and I certianly dont want to do that.Gary says I should call the Union on Her,tell them that She called me on my day off,having me worry about work.Why didnt She just tell me,if I was going to get written up.I hate this,I hate feeling.Peaceout.Before I go,I just wanted to tell you that Gary spoiled me some today,got me a new Dvd player,whih cost one hundred and thirty nine dollors and a dvd called Kit Kidrdge,I love that movie,Gary and I saw it in the theaters.Its cute.I will tell you all whats going to happend when I get home,unless my Mom calls me and tells me to come home sonner.